I am trying to upgrade the quality of my life’s experience.
Dear Alex,
Mayhap I was to be a bridge to help you, and you were to be this for me.
Seen as far off horizon bright stars shining, offering encouragement, perspective, and mirroring for self reflections.
“Going Up!”
Portland, Oregon
(Location – Khalid)
Get Off My Lawn
I’m just done.
Done with being josstled.
Done with being pushed around.
Done with beung mistrusted and projected upon.
Society can have it – because I sure as heck don’t need it!
Faded Memory
There had been a time when she had had buffered layers – whether by youth’s inexperience, well-disguised denial, or remnants if innocent faith still pouring from an ever-flowing well, open to possibilities.
Open Hands
Why do I reach before
Something is yet there?
(Leave A Light On/Talk Away The Dark – Papa Roach)
Angst
At this point, I have no idea what I will do for work – or even how I can return to work!
Going To Extremes
It doesn’t matter, this rage-filled reaction to perceived injustice at being misidentified and mistreated, influenced by a migraine which is branching from post-accident injuries torsion-imbedding into on-fire synaptic references pinging unremittently inside my spinal cord, thoracic to cervical.
Family
My ideal model in-process is one where we lift each other up, encourage individual and collective positive growth and expansion, and no longer ascribe to old paradigms taught to us that insisted we must hold each other down to gain “control’s” advantages.
(Trembling Hands – The Temper Trap)
Daring To Try Again
My kids are growing up, and I am beginning to reach for my own needs, again.
Normifying
“Radical Acceptance?”
“Sanctuary”
A Calming Walk
Another Door
When younger, it is easier to believe in others because one still has not lived so much life as to give up faith in goodness.
That is, if one is very determined.
However, if too much pain over time compounds, inclination to deflect intimacy might increase to keep reason and order sound.
It Seems Crazy
That one rear-ending with precise element factors could cause so much internal damage.
Divergence
It’s not enough to float at rest and just rely upon the tides.
I must learn to sail by my own hands, as if I were the wind’s bride.
When You Think You’re Done Healing…
(Wild Type – Limi, 7 Clouds Release)
“Sa-weet!”
“Vibrance”
“Spectral”
(Gratitude – Brandon Lake)
Vision Chaser
I would clamber onto a car or hike quickly up a hill to gain the widest capture of a visual thrill.
(When The End Comes – Andrew Belle)
Dear Alex,
It’s clear that I have capabilities.
Maybe if I were willing to focus upon only one pursuit, I could gain skills that would seem irrefutable – no matter what external factors throw at me.
But I cannot help it.
I want to embrace so many things!
(Unfocus Your Eyes – Kyle Andrews)
Just Buy Another Pair!
I am now wearing reading glasses that have a wad of black tape for resting upon the bridge of my nose to compensate for the rubber pad having popped off from them.
(All That Really Matters – Illenium & Teddy Swims)
Gardening
“All you need is gloves…gloves, gloves, gloves – all you need are gloves.”
“So Fly”
“Spirit Wolf”
“Guardian”
“Draconic Embryo”
“Eagle’s Ire”
“Majestic Beings”
See the eye’s winged companion on the right?
Foolin’ Around
“I’m done – out of the scene,” said one with exasperated finality.
“Are you sure?” asked the other with brows raised quizzically.
They both looked around for a moment and then burst out laughing,
“Nah!!” they loud chortle-whooped in unison.
“I didn’t think so!” the second one ribbed while gasping.
Sense-uality
Brimming with the hope of innocence awakened to the full glory of self’s empowerment.
Justice
Is not necessarily about punitive reaction.
White Buffalo Calf / Woman – Lakota Prophecy
God Concepts – John 3:16
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”
My Love
It is true that were I financially independent from having to sweat and toil for my daily existence that I would continue to seek out ways in which to help and contribute.
(Title play with words)
“Chameleon”
(We Can’t Be Friends / Wait For Your Love – Ariana Grande)
Caught In The Fray
When we are instructed by media to keep masquerading while rejecting valid authenticity, it is difficult to find other people who have good reasoning.
(Wuthering Heights – Kate Bush)
Self Management
The Love Of Art
I want to be good at what I do – and be good while doing it.
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