Downslide
The procedure being put off for a couple more months at least lets me not incur further difficulties to brain functions.
Driven To Succeed
A predilection, to be sure.
In Those We Trust
She was newly learning that her children could now see her more clearly and that they supported her endeavors, whereas before, their father had defamed her capabilities and character so thoroughly.
Fragile Ways
To maintain one’s identity may sometimes require avoidance of other influences.
Red Haze
Down to the wire
Sighted but short
If one stopped striving
Would stuggles abate?
Breath And Wonder
True love is guileless where hearts beat together.
Raven At The Sea
(Counting My Blessings – Seph Schlueter)
Time To
Live
To Have
Loved
Given
& Lost
“Bridgerton” Quotes
“Poetry is the art of revealing precious truth with words.”
“After passion calls and fate intervenes, who else is a woman left with but herself?”
“Real true love is worth it. No matter what.”
“You deserve all the love in the world.”
“Casting Shadows”

(Illusion – Dua Lipa)
Questioning Authority
When I opened the back door and called the girls to go out, they just stood there, looked blankly at me, and then reoriented on my bedroom.
Apparently, they were sure without the slightest inkling of a doubt that I was wrong and it was definitely time for their peanut butter kongs with banana.
(Trustfall – Pink)
WTF
I could do without some visceral associations.
Survival Of “The Fittest”
If a virus is bent on killing its host, rather than becoming coexistent-symbiotic, an immunization must be created to prevent its further detrimental propagation.
The same can be said for human violence.
(Magic Fly – Space)
“Siddhartha”

(Reunited – Peaches & Herb)
“Gold Fish”

“Dragon’s Bane” – An Origin Story
By Athena Stairs, June 15, 2024
A young man and woman met one day by Grace and fell in love.
Over time, as they came to know each other, it became apparent that they had unique foundational philosophies, although to the woman’s point of view, they were complimentary.
The woman, who had herself sprung from the very origins of the myth of Adam’s rib, lived and thrived in creative references to theories of existence, and felt that science was a vital inclusion in her reality, which further helped to clarify certain truths more readily measured, but did not dominate in validity over myth, for myth had been the mother of science.
The man, however, being enthralled with equations, calculations, and quantifications, felt more “safe” and comfortable in defining and categorizing “what can be known.”
He refused to acknowledge that perhaps the two states of understanding were intertwined, and viewed any further inclusion of concepts in myth and/or “magic” as regressive and an affront to the higher levels of intelligence toward which he believed Man should be striving.
Over time, as the woman’s views were not allowed acknowledgement in order to keep the man’s views unthreatened and distillated in his pondering of their purity, primal subconscious anger in her grew and began tapping into the primordial energies for reinforcement as he obliquely continued to shut her down and diminish her essential nature.
Then one day, the power of myth erupted into full glory as her essence transformed into the very proof in current day’s existence of an angered dragon.
But, instead of acknowledging this clear reality before him and bowing to the truth of their philosophies’ existential compatibility, he instead viewed her strength and fire as a threat, and in reaction condemned, chained, and then rejected her.
When I Say I Need Therapy…
“Sweet Hearts”

Perceived Threats
Why, then, do negatives seem to outweigh importance of positives?
(Everything – Kaskade)
My Peeps! (Upside Down Crows)
The Veldt
2:22 AM
In the Bible, two is the number of a “faithful witness,” or someone who is set apart for God. Also worth noting, the word “wisdom” is mentioned 222 times in scripture. Lastly, Acts 2:22 is the only scripture in the whole of the Bible that mentions “signs, miracles and wonders” in the same verse.
Reprisals
“Fear is the mind killer.”
– Paul Atreides in the original movie, Dune
(Be Still – Kaskade)
Dave Allen On Women
Rita Hayworth & Fred Astaire – Movie “You’ll Never Get Rich”
(Eyes – Kaskade ft. Mindy Gledhill)
Breaking The Chains
I step up to bat no matter circumstances imposed, watching as others swing in their sleep to condemn and entrap me in their nightmaring.
But I will keep strugglung to cast their dispersions from me and pray that I may ascend to higher grade peerage.
“Coral Kiss”

Personal Hell
I was mistreated to such an extent in my last class for retraining that I finally had to file a complaint.
Canine Intelligence
It turns out that my hound can sing tones with me and her sounding-out-loud baying is for summoning pack reinforcements, whereas my wolf can emulate speech and is more directing.
“Oh Wow!”

Impermanence
I am frequently encountering this sense of.
American vs. British Music Terms
American British
Whole Note Semibreve
Dotted Half Note Dotted Minim
Half Note Minim
Quarter Note. Crotchet
Victim-ology
I may have “markers” which seem to convey putting me into some predetermined category – but then how I actually interact is levels of grace beyond the norms expected.
Age-isms
I have felt in a gap since crossing over the 50’s threshold, unable to relate to other women regarding what I’ve been going through.
And my mind is still in its earler years, where from my 20’s to 40’s inner expression was relegated into a holding pattern.
I’m not like other women out there.
I am set apart.
Although when a guy I see regularly in passing at the gym does a halt-shift abrupt direction reset when he sees me is heart wounding.
I know I am not the type he is looking for – but he didn’t need to physically translate that into a scene.
He’s typed himself from day one in his actions.
And it sucked that he projected “rejection” onto me.
Then, other women say that maybe I’m “doing something wrong.”
No.
I’m just trying to find and conjure forth what qualifues my own truth expressing.
And I am not stepping on or hurting anyone by my actions.
The most I do is revert to self defense when they are pushing.
And they sure go out of their ways to cast their stones blindly.
Being Injured
Can make a person feel stupid and incapable.
(Street Of Madness – DROIDGLOW)
New Skill Sets
What I discovered was the brain injury.
Who Me?
Task of Beirurim
Tree of the knowledge of good and evil.
In the Kabbalah, the sin of the Tree of Knowledge (called Cheit Eitz HaDa’at) brought about the great task of beirurim, sifting through the mixture of good and evil in the world to extract and liberate the sparks of holiness trapped therein.
Hypocrisy
I do not go seeking it, but it sure loves to wave.
