My Love,
I am so exhausted.
I gave and gave and gave of my healing intention to others yesterday.
The super cool thing is that I got to witness some amazing shifts for some clients.
Sometimes, my therapies are very well received and make a significant positive impact for people.
But I got in so late last night, beyond drained.
I am still way below “E” now, and have to get up and muster, again.
Housing, work, etc.
Miss you.
Bob’s
“On the job!”
—
(Reference to show, “Bob The Builder”)
Yeah – I AM
“You gotta be Craaa-Zzyy to sur-vive!”
Then, Upon Return Phone Call
“We Are Stay-Ing!”
Movie Aliens Quote
“We Are Lea-Ving!”
(Here It Goes Again – OK Go)
Shivering
“No anwers yet on where.”
The Monsters Within Us
When You’re Fluent
(Keep Your Distance – Patty Loveless)
Did You Know?
My Love,
I see messages trying to remind me about what I first said to you – and some of them ring a bell.
But all I really know is that I have loved you…
And tried my best to convey it in a way that would carry you to hope and safety.
It’s Nice
“As issues separate…
I am so tired of never being good enough.”
Frazzled
“A good descriptor.”
Love Story
Spring Vs. Winter
(Hold Me Now – Thompson Twins)
Ignorance
“What a strange thing that it can propagate…
But violence has often been used as a bludgeon.”
American Plight
“All of this regression that we see surging to the fore was steeped deep within the community around me that I had to survive and overcome as growing up in it.
So this is nothing new to me.
They are all just airing their dirty laundry at other people’s expense on larger scale levels.
But maybe because they are now interacting, instead of sitting in complacent ignorance, they have a chance to become better educated and maybe evolve their points of view.
It is horrible, though, that they still feel entitled to and are hurting others in the process.”
I Remember Back Then
“Late teens, driving up to and hanging out at the man-made lake with a girl friend or two of mine on a hot summer’s day, thinking about how the best music and lyrics were coming from Europe – and feeling grateful, yet oppressed in my own country, as the air waves filtered through.”
Favorite 80’s Were From Britain!
Morphing Into A “Fire Starter”
(Halfway There – Big Time Rush)
Halfway There
“I reached for my scrinchy-waisted shorts, having just found them again from underneath the pile of clothing just in time for immediate donning.
As I drew them up over my legs, the thought preempted, “Maybe they won’t fit, anymore?”
But then – ta-da! – they still did!
And then – ta-da! – their button flew off!
Luckily, I could still temporarily use the tie strings to keep them on for the needed moments.”
(A Song To Sing – Miranda Lambert & Chris Stapleton)
Sleep Well
My Darling.
Gen X Smack
(There Might Be Coffee – deadmau5)
(The Wretched – Nine Inch Nails)
Yes, I’m Gripey
“Because I am in a lot of pain right now.
Lifting dogs will do that to injuries.”
Shout Out
“To my dissolving past living situation…”
(I Never Knew Love Until You Found Me – Flemmz Music)
“Concentric Luminosity”
(Nothing Left To Lose – Matt Kearney)
Oops! Of Course,
“I spoke too soon…
Lol.
Maybe it’s that I’m also building some next stage tolerance endurance.
The damage has been so extensive on micro levels that reconnection has taken awhile!”
I Must Be Healing
“2 1/2 years later, it isn’t hurting as badly immediately when I sit in a chair.”
“Launch Fighters, Launch Fighters…”
(Title script command from old video game)
What?!
Stuck In A Loop
“I kept laughing and laughing and laughing…”
We Need A Word…
Do It, Again
I Need You
Stopping Anywhere For You
“Running Out Of Time”
“But there’s tomorrow…”
Don’t Give Up
You’ve got the music in you.
—
(Song reference)
Dearest,
Please help me bridge to you.
I am so sorry that I have been having such difficulty.
Looking For You
Closing my eyes and sinking into sleep, the brightest flare-flash to my right – near-blinding in its golden-white of dawn – rising early morning from a person’s form, interupting with a shadow briefly passing and then retracting in front of it.
Turning away from the first randomly chosen house’s pathway leading from sidewalk to door to my left that I was about to knock upon, I look right and see you walking toward me, your hands deep into pockets with eyes to ground.
As awareness expands, you look up, and then our eyes meet.
Acceptance
The dancer becomes the dance…”
—
(Movie “Legend” reference)
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