After calling doctors for new symptom help:
“Now, back to my own physical therapy restabilizing exercises – because that’s the only thing that has ever really helped!”
Water Pearl Vibrations
(Bring Me To Life – Evanescence)
My Darling,
I keep thinking that I’ve seen you…
Back To Basics
Skittery
“Trying to reach for ‘norms,’ again.”
Horsetail Flames
Wild Boar Sweetlings
Clown-ing Around
My Love,
I have been seeing good signs about you and I, and I wonder if they are true?
Ahhhh – Yes, Plz
(Need Your Love – One Republic)
(Closer – Nine Inch Nails, Clean Radio Edit – Adult Content)
“Mum’s” The Word
“If back off, I can receive help and time for more needed recovery.
But if I don’t also push – and precisely at that – then I miss the basic sustenance marker, under which I could still qualify.”
A Tiger’s Tail
“And later, when he found the bath tub, he got in and rolled in the remnant surface moisture – giving himself a spritzer bath – and then promptly claimed one of my wayward hair ties…
It has been made clear to me now who really ‘owns’ the place!”
Subtle Gestures
“I’ve recently begun cleaning up the tiger’s poop from the litter box with a baggy, and then dropping it temporarily outside of our door until I next exit, which immediately reduces the smell in our new sanctuary.
When I was not looking, he had reached through the side of the cattery and had pulled on the edge of a roll, leaving a streaming blue ribbon all.through and across his lair, with the end dangling in his box – right next to sometjing new which needed attending!”
A Human Cell’s Ecosystem
“Such Pretty Eyes:
For A Thousand Years
“They Graze”
I Flow
“From one emotion to another, like tides meeting me on an open sea, while doing my best to direct where they will carry me – even when they are choppy.:
Personality
“Modes for different tasks.”
Synaptic Bridging
Pineapple On Pizza
“Adds moisture, toasty-baked sweet ‘zazz,’ and digestive enzymes into the oh-so-yummy grease-laden cheesy mix.”
Maternal Love
I Like It
I like that my love for you has interferred with how the demons used to be able to manipulate you.
I like that you learned how to fight back and reclaim your own internal territory.
I know that it has not been easy…and, in fact, we both know that it quite often never is.
But I like how you keep at it – even when you slip a bit from time to time from losing your grip.
Why Do I Love Thee?
Because your heart spoke to me, and I would call it from darkness into the light where it has always belonged…right next to me.
Walking On Air
My Darling,
When things became difficult between us, I hit a wall in my own mind.
So I began selectively reading certain “love messages” to try to help me hold on and keep re-generating ways to bridge.
I did this because there was no way that I was going to let go of my caring for you.
(Title ref to a King Crimson song)
(Where You Are – John Summit ft. HAYLA)
Dearest,
What do you think about age differences in a committed partnership?
In Her Heart,
She did not walk – but ran to where she could spend time with him.
(Jericho – Andrew Ripp)
I Heard
“Peacocks calling.”
(Rock With You – Michael Jackson)
HeadAche
“I see glimpses of my true self returning.”
(Greatest Love Of All – Whitney Houston)
“Silver Linings”
My Love,
I dreamed that we were at last together.
The Hinge
She carefully transferred her beleaguered weight onto it, and let it swivel her up to the next higher plane.
At Least 40 Times
“My housing has been disrupted….
Wait.
At least 50…”
Who Is Happy?
“When you are happy,
Who supports this?”
How Does One Know?
She was tired…
Oh so tired…
Of being pushed
Into the role
Of a cattle prod.
Reliance
“Taking turns, picking up the ball, when it drops.”
Innocent Wonder
“Trapped within armor.”
Love Messages
Promises of things that do not arrive, but pass.
A Place
“To trundle forward from.”
Endurance
“I just can’t feel it, anymore.”
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