My Love,
When you look at me, it is like we are having a conversation that I am waiting and longing to hear.
There is no other place that I would rather be than with you in those moments.
(All Together Now -The Beatles)
I Am Better
Processing after moments, than within them, when I am in public with emotional “tension.”
My Mind Said,
“This is interesting…” as I tried to maintain eye contact and allowed myself to just observe and worked to be in the moment.
The frission was intense, though – hard to keep my cool!
I Didn’t Know
You may think I know, but I don’t.
I just keep thinking that I am having chance encounters with a sranger.
Does that meant that I am “slow on the uptake?”
And maybe I respect people’s privacy too much – so I miss the obvious.
You Did Good, Honey
I like attention, too.
He Was
The star of her show.
She Knew
He liked attention.
Repent
“For your sins.”
(Touch, Peel And Stand – Days Of The New)
Cold Comfort
“Anger has always been a final refuge.”
(The Big Goodbye – AJR)
Dearest Friend,
Please come through for me.
I need your ok to hold you.
A Heart’s
“Aching agitation.”
Waiting For The Night’s Call
Her heart felt suspended in air as she briefly rested on her side without him.
You Are…
NonNegotiable
She could not “afford” to become homeless.
Ramping Up
She was getting more work, hopefully immediately, regardless of her injuries.
(Mr. Electric Blue – Benson Boone)
Opposite Effects
Wanting to be good enough for him somehow ended up making insecurities exacerbate.
(Man I Need – Olivia Dean)
Please, Love
Don’t be mad at me.
I am not trying to play hard to get.
I just need solid reassurances for proceeding.
I have never been able to negotiate this.
So I guess that I am fumbling -?
I Did It!
“Venture succesfully completed!”
(Walking On Sunshine – Katrina And The Waves)
Zoop!
“Gotta get the day goin’.”
Hon,
How would you like our attachment style to be, in public and in privacy?
(Surefire · NIGHT TRAVELER)
My Promise To You
I’m just Like You
Holding Your Heart
Healing Freedom
The King & I
Carrying You
Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me
God Making Introverts
Tracking
“I saw a message, and if you want to know, I need your direct number’s confirmation.”
Dearest Friend,
I remember you.
We have met before.
So close we could almost touch.
Then you walk away or out the door.
How is it that you could be more shy than I am?
When around you, everything floods into my system.
Looking at you, my deepest instincts are drawn forward from hiding.
I tremble from the strength required to still maintain my camoflage.
It’s like your presence melts the field and it’s just you and me.
I can barely control my movements, so nervous I then become.
Have you noticed how I become more careful in my movement’s tracking?
No one has ever surged my internal tides like this.
So tell me now, my love…
Are you my tractor beam?
Are you wanting what I can give you?
With all of your heart?
Completely?
Will you stay true to me?
Because I want to learn how to give you everything.
Love: The Return Theory
“5 Feet Apart”
(Fever – Jerro ft. Runnung Touch)
The Danger Is
That I might love you too much…
Do you care?
Do you want it all?
Squirming
Inside her shell beat a heart that didn’t want to quit, and was excited beyond boundaries – whisking her soul along for the ride, much to her chagrin’s propriety, yet hopefulness.
(I know, but it kind of makes sense…)
You
Get under my skin.
(Multiple meanings)
(Electric Love – NIGHT TRAVELER)
It Comes Down To This
She wasn’t going to leap if she didn’t know.
She couldn’t know if he didn’t tell her so.
No inferences would be strong enough.
No hints despite magnetic desiring.
She had to know without a doubt to prevent doubts from being their undoing.
Sometimes,
The obvious must be made obvious.
How Was It?
That she still did not know? he wondered.
(I know, right?!)
(Bad Enough – NIGHT TRAVELER)
Strength & Weakness
She sometimes did not take herself seriously.
