She was reinjured and caught within a next level pain trap attempting to break down her ability to reclaim independent functioning.
Why was she being interfered with?
Why was she being pounded upon?
This was no way to garner her submission!
Category: Altered States
I’d Like To Say
“Back to normal – but ‘normal’ is constant adaptation to extremes.
So if this is the case, can we have some fun with it, please?”
(Analog Reverie – FallingSky)
They Could’ve Just Asked Me
“The fall’s effects could be seen as an extra layer of deterent toward continuing with school.
But I was already looking at this regarding winter and spring, considering other priorities.”
Integration
“Routines…
They will coax my body back into a sense of normalcy – even if ‘normalcy’ can only ever be ‘temporary.'”
(In The City – Eagles)
Made It!
“Mission Accomplished.”
(Silly Love Songs – Wings)
Carefully Winding
“I’ve been taking my time in order to track my safety’s condition.
Eyes are beginning to twitch and pain is returning – time to spread my wings!”
(For The Breakdowns – Afternoon Bike Ride)
Two Sutures
“A misinterpreted establishment’s name of ‘Two Brothers’ as passing by through the sun’s glaze.
Ler’s me know that my brain’s addlement still likes to get me with its mirth flowing.”
(Thriller 7″ – Michael Jackson, Special Edit)
Adrenaline
“Certain parts of this town have real, driver a**holes who feel unrighteously self-entitled as they attempt to push the rest of us into harm’s way to assert their own ego-based narcissistic ventures.”
Unquaivering Quivering
“Ummm…yeah…
Hard to keep stability, thus hard to feel stabile – but I’m doin’ my best.
Pretty sure the new head injury is contributing.”
Bad-A**
“There are many reasons that I walk slowly with dense purpose…”
Puffy Eyes
“Ah, yes…
Another episode in the soap opera, ‘Days Of Our Lives…’
‘Tell me, doctor – is she going to live?'”
(Leave It – YES)
Layers
“Of injuries, what can be said?”
Warmth
“The sun is out for a moment, basking my left shoulder, neck, and face with its healing rays – penetrating to wounds with its forgiveness.”
On The Road Again
“At least I have a chance to make it home – if I can stay ahead of the pain.
Not sure about school this week, though.”
Honesty
“When I was in the E.R. in pain and frightened, I just told the universe my reason for livimg was to see you again.
That’s when I felt all of those healing hands – which strangely seemed unrelated and felt like a coincidence in timing.”
Momentary Reprieve
“I beat back upon the pain last night to early morning hours from so many angles, and ot finally backed off so I could sleep around 4 or 5am.
The head impact compression distributed into flanged and twisted head and neck bone attachments down into right shoulder deep imbedment, as well as brain swelling inflammation was hard to counteract without ice or medication.
OMG – everything was swollen and not happy!”
Tethered Anchor
I will bind my pain to yours and
Pull you to the other side with it
Is It Not Enough?
That we have suffered
And survived suffering
And continue surviving?
(Telomeres – Sleep Token)
Dear Friend,
My love for you softens me
But the pain contort-bends
The Core Of Pain
Is full of molten screaming
No mortal may survive in it
Proving therefore of divinity
I Think That
“I just cannot handle additional levels of pain to the load that I’ve already been carrying..”
Injury
“My mind keeps saying that I’m dying…”
Dear Alex,
“The concussion and thoracic pain hurts so bad that my eyes are literally twitching.
Now I need a new fecking category.”
(NEVER GOING BACK – nobigdyl, Kato On The Track, Project Pat, Anthony “MIXEDBYAC” Carballo)
(Before We Drown – Depeche Mode)
Some Great Reward
She had not thought of the consequences to herself for bracing against the incoming car’s impact – only that she was in a split second outraged and defiant in her refusal to let the man’s short-sightedness use her and her vehicle as inadvertent means to harm anyone around her.
—
(Title is also the name of a Depeche Mode album)
(Still Alive – Over The Gun, From Viddo Game “Portal”)
Two. Hours. Later…
“Still alive – and back to retraining…’knock on wood.'”
Back To What I Do
“Something about survival -?”
And Then,
“My crystal necklace that has been missing for awhile suddenly pops out of the suitcase when I pull out a leather bag that I had thought was empty!”
Halt This Eclipse, Baby
(Show Me – Caseet)
Of What Benefut?
“Slippery floor and hospital visit…
I should have gone to that concert instead of trying to rest and recover -?”
Another Night
“Little sleep, but unlike the homeless also at the hospital for help, I have showered and can still mask my own ‘insanity.'”
Needed Soothing (Telomeres – Sleep Token)
Healing Hands
“They must have worked -!
A higher ranking rare and bizarre experience than I have ever had before.
Thank you for your blessings, oh ‘ghosts’ of the ER!”
(I Feel Alive – Vibfy)
Pain
“Confirmation of life.”
(Can I have some joy and pleasure, please?)
Prognosis
“I shall live.”
(When Your Falling – Peter Gabriel
I Has
Headphones
Repeat
Fall…
Get back up…
“General Hospital”
“My life is offici!lly a soap opera.”
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