“When the insurance company did their dirty trick of sending me to their “specialist” in order to discredit my validity, they tried and succeeded temporarily in strong-arming the lie that the accident injuries had been pre-existing.”
Category: Altered States
(Wait For Me – Daryl Hall & John Oates)
Means Against Ends
A point of coming here
Is to reclaim myself
As I lose myself
Repeatedly
—-
(Play alternative re “means to an end”)
Bleary
I ran errands today
Hopefully worthy
Certainly many
Levels…
And levels
And levels
And levels…
Fine, then –
Level me up!
Shifting Priorities
“A catch and release system”
Hee Hee Hee
“Looks like another bill got reactivated without my authorization to autowithdraw as the bill has exponentially increased while removing services and is attemoting to hit the wrong bank.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!”
Embrace Uncertainty
Self-Correcting
How do I get my spinal chord to
Stop its inflammation-swelling?
It’s as if by its doing so it
Hopes to undo impinging
(Title of multiple applications)
Pure Honesty
I absolutely love my work, but
I’m dealing with spinal injuries
Muscle Tov
Migraine torsions as reward for work well done.
(Play on ” Mazel tov” congratulations!)
Pain = Gain
“A fu**ed equation.”
It’s Ok
“You’re not a model, you’re a warrior.”
(Mirror love)
Wisp Of Thin Air
“Have I accomplished anything?”
(Title ref to air sign, content ignoring many achievements)
“Steam”
To Not Move (Song)
Snug in the perfect position
Almost all gone by omission
There used to be a time when
Many could be choosen from
Now nearly every one presents
Pain from an unrelenting thumb
After lovemaking the body resets
But haven’t found that partner yet
Drugs and alcohol are out of the question
Don’t need addiction adding complexion
Tossing and turning
Whining and burning
Screamimg and yelling
Are just mental blurring
Ain’t got no cure
For what’s ailing
System hijacked
By hot inflaming
(The Louder I Call, The Faster It Runs – Wye Oak)
Primordial
“I could hear him coming from down the street, looking to inflame anyone he’d meet.
Seeking eye contact, he’d shout louder if at all noticed, spouting obscenities – claiming he had a reason by his subject matter for abusing everyone on the street.
I couldn’t help it.
He ignited my alrrady simmering fuel – and I turned to go after him, striding big and boldly with a purpose – watching as he hastily began pedfaling away.
‘Yeah – you run away!’ I shouted after him.
‘You wanna have a real conversation – or are you just yelling?!”
As he kept going with tail now between his legs, he attempted to yell louder after me as I turned away in disgust, shaking and gentiley apologixing to clustered bystanders watching in baffled amazement at my undertaking as I brushed him off and tossed my head to push off the crazy.
And when I turned and walked down the adjoining street away from everybody, he tried one more time at distance to throw his b.s. at me.
Throwing a sideways blocking palm hand in his direction, I yelled back at him – ‘ Yeah, you’ve got nothin‘!'”
Brevity
“I only get brief moments in time to find truth in being.
Chaos and anarchy thrive upon disrupting harmony.”
(Unknown Potion – Black Moth Super Rainbow)
YAASS – Band Name
Black Moth Super Rainbow
(American Girl – Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers)
The Spiral Glare
Is a flare of gumption
Despite dysfunction
Within eyes on a target
Invariably having lost it
Nonetheless pragmatic
Within crackling static
For why else are we here
But to laugh and jeer at
Interferences which
Disregard harmony?
In The End
At last able to assess
Noting inability to rise
Above the mess in my life
Pressed underneath duress
Another quarter completes
Without accomplished feat
Yet I foolishly or bravely
Que up to go for it again
Backtrack
Sometimes I’m set off course
But then I back up and search
Hardened rocks for scuff marks
Sifting sands for dropped gems
“E”
“I am plumb out of auto-sustain.”
For Once
Standing on a peak, planning in a pause.
“He’s Not Here”
She had to get over this tendency.
Glasses
“The ones that I have give double vision – even when I clean them – but, I still need them.”
Dancin’ Fool
“All of this core restabilizing alignment work has me here and there momentarily able to put out some sharp moves.
Of course, then I tweak something coming across limitations – but at least, then I have a funnn reason for being in severe, throbbing pain!”
(“Let me see you do it!” – Lil Jon)
Dog Paddling
“In the struggle to just keep showing up and maintain consistency, prospective advances are left by the wayside.”
(Indigo – Sam Barber ft. Avery Anna)
Clipped Wings
I can only do
Short flights &
Gentle landings
Child’s Play
Real life
Real issues
Money Cuts
“I made a mistake in calculations, and now overdrafts for minor amounts are hitting.
‘This one’s on me.'”
Dividends
I toil against the odds
But where’s the love
I want in my arms?
Despair
The assumption that if something ‘feels the same,’ it will not shift to greater gains.
But This Time
“It’s different?”
In A Vacuum
“It’s hard to live on faith alone.”
Repetition
“It is strange that every day often repeats same or similar tasks of previous days – and that there is only so far that we can streamline.
This observation is likely the type that leads members of society into strapping into a chair with barely any movement to live virtualy.”
Contentment
“The day’s tormenting migraine torsion has at long last relented.”
Wiped
“Not quite ‘out.'”
Outer Limits
“Today was productive, but surpassing limitations.”
Hodge-Podge
“Tomorrow is such a day.”
Impotence
“Madly desiring – yet kept separate.”
(Alkaline – Sleep Token)
Morph
“No matter how I grapple with it, it is disconcerting to see my body differently shaped now since the accident.
This is not age progression.
I guess bracing through limbs to take on tons of accelerated force can cause one to bulk up around joints and throughout fascia in response!”
Loosey-Goosey
“Increasing client load is degrading structure while attempting to embody capability.”
Well,
“That’s that – back to my garden.”
I’d Like To Think
“I make good decisions.”
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