As of today, I am dropping any classes that have enforced timeline structure – except for upcoming training workshops.
Category: Altered States
The Groove
I think I could hold it…with the right person of a certain “mind.”
Goals
Be receptive, responsive, and in the moment.
Earthly Ventures
Maybe it was true that her life’s track just kept encountering the dead end culdesacs in other people’s realities.
But then, how could she reposition herself better to converge where life paths were flowing?
Shattered Dreams
Embracing life, love, and commitment.
(CHIHIRO – Billy Eilish)
Howl
We had to help our tiger transition to the other side.
No, da** it – NO!
(Les Djinns – Djuma Soundsystem, Trentemoller Remix)
Self Help Vids
You know, it isn’t my job to decipher.
It is my job to seek and find congruency.
The Kiss
Sweet music comes to greet,
Coaxing souls into opening –
Only to find reality barren
Before dancing could begin.
The Unreal Deal
“Lo! For I’ve seen the lies woven, though designed to conceal! Get thee away from my divine intentions in your insidious transgressions designed to corrupt innocence and propagate entropy!”
(Deep At Night – Ercola & Heikki L, Adam K & Soha Remix)
Alive With Teeth
Just because innocence prefers to not attack does not mean that it is incapable, when cornered.
Selling Out
“Oh baby, you know how it is…
You’re either predatory like us, staying on top to win – or meat turned into fodder.
Which side do you think will win…?”
(Underwater – Rufus Du Sol)
Radical Acceptance
If certain attractions inevitably lead to certain outcomes, maybe I could learn to struggle less and just enjoy the ride.
(Birdsong – Elderbrook)
Trampoline – SHAED & ZAYN
Ghost In The Machine
Traveling through others’ paradigms.
Scathing
Somebody, somewhere, has already said it all, before.
Terms Of Endearment
“I won’t ask for what you will not give.
And I won’t give what I cannot receive.”
(Please Please Please – Sabrina Carpenter)
Seduction
Based upon truth – glorious.
Built upon lies – insidious.
(Loud Places – Jamie XX ft. Romy)
Duplicity
Nothing is as it seems.
Dead Ends
There is no victory.
(Neptune – FOALS)
A “Dime” – A Dozen
Apparently, non-committal is still the rage.
(Hey Baby – NoDoubt)
(Fireside – Arctic Monkeys)
(Body Rush – Blunt Chunks)
(Destination Unknown – Missing Persons)
(In My Life – The Beatles)
Caught In A Trance
Lockdown
(Love Lies – Khalid & Normani)
When Opportunity Knocks
I still shoulder and brave the world on my own.
Why?
Why am I like this?
Because if I gave away certain values, I could never atone…
“Hope”

(Fire Escape – Fastball)
Issues
I’ve been dealing with others’ extremes for so long, that my own would seem readily manageable were it not for the daily variabilities due to nerve injuries.
Wee!
Detours
When she couldn’t get far enough down the main road, she had to turn off and divert attentions again.
Dependencies
Shedding the tendencies to desire mutuality is not easy.
Simulating
Relaxation
Staying The Course
“Come what may…”
Trembling Hands
To be unable to reach for and retrieve that which is mine is maddening.
AAAAAA!
It is harrowing to be trying to keep animals alive and well when they are not well!
Caught In A Cycle
Tasks continue regenerating,
Challenges remain daunting,
Difficulties are compounding.
(Kid – The Revivalists)
Internal Anxiety
The difference is facing it, every day, no matter how crushing…
Even if the boat capsizes, one can work to flip it back over.
I don’t know how to actually resolve it under societal and life pressures that only shift, rather than relent.
I just keep revisiting personal goals, despite feeling energetically spent.
Hidden From View
I already know what I need to know – if I could allow myself to view it!
