Category: Stream of Thought

I think the falls tore my
Pectoral-subscapularis
Into teres-deep deltoid.

Let my confidance revive me.

I have not seen another man of his high standards, integrity, and caliber who parallels my values and interests.

Maybe there are plenty of men just like him, but not easily seen.

if this is the case, they need to step into the light and also begin leading.

Hopeful insecurity.

I have always known my worth, but in this life have rarely seen it acknowledged or respected.

When I see myself in his eyes and hear his words of love for me, new worlds of happiness are opened.

I had not really considered that as I look around at such beautiful people that they would look at me and think this about me, too.

Wealth in love is better than any other type of wealth.

Are you a clone – or The Original?

I work with different aspects of myself to keep centered.

As strategies to overcome COVID variances continue to make strides, the greatest threat that remains is how it divides us.

This evening, I put some crystal jewelry on layaway for myself – all earings.

One, I just had to get because it is of a star metal-work-wrapped around rough meteorite.

Literally, a Rock Star – for my song.

The second, a pair of kyanite with a clear line of pure blue in the center of energetic deeper matrix in each of them – classically fetching!

The third is the most representative of my energy: raw rock tanzanite held within swirling cage bars holding each loosely.

For wild magic needs freedom of movement, but it also needs a place to be channeled

My hound came up to me while I was trying to sleep this evening, and it became clear that she was cold and shaking.

So, I let her onto the bed with me – and thus began the wrestling and countermaneuvers over who got all of the blankets!

When you see angel number 1232, it is often a sign that you have a huge potential to achieve anything you want in life. You are driven, and you always want to move forward. Your guardian angels want you to know that you should never give up on your dreams, no matter how silly they may seem.

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Rubbing hands together with joy: “I’ve got my ‘simples!'”

“Home Is Where The Heart Is.”

“I AM A UNICORN – HEAR ME ROAR!”

Everything you are into – I want this with you.

I dreamed she did not truly love him, and I thought that the dream was lying.

Why keep showing me things to keep me desiring him – when clearly he was taken?

A man and two children across the way from our back field are playing with swords made of branches, taking on each other to test their might with respect, courtesy – and fierce war cries.

I created a new song today, capturing a thematic and lyrics.

Then, a new friend asked to hear me sing it – and soon after, I could!

Angel number 929 is often said to mean trust and freedom. But it is so, so much more than that. It’s the purging of anything and everything that’s unaligned with your truest and highest self. It’s the finding of your true source of happiness and awakening of primal kundalini energy within your body.

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This is the third time I am missing work and important job opportunities because others are not following consistent preventative protocol.

I was trying to have us join a gym and martial arts, but with close quarters and lack of diligence, I am just not going to get involved!

There is a big push to run out and get tested if you think you have COVID.

But, I am so shakey, it is best that I stay home in bed first and get self regulated.

One begins to doubt their own capabilities when encountering so much disruption.

Why have I yet not painted my toenails?

Because that takes time.

Then it takes time to dry completely.

And fuss to protect it until it is, so it isn’t ruined.

I am too busy adapting minute by minute to circumstances.

Unfortunately, this “fun” gets relegated to frivolity.

Which is something right now that I just cannot “afford.”

“est appris utilisé”

Not as easy to say as it looks!

Having come from experiencing broken morality, it is necessary even in polyamory that “wife” is prized above all others. She must be the queen everyone defers to.

In all if my relationships, I was never “first.”

There was either distance, denial, infidelity – or love placed in a hearse.

It’s as much – if not more so – our laughter together while she literally holds space for me and we flirt with the tease.

We understand each other somehow, and this is a great relief after being on my own for so long in unrelenting hardship.

European, Sicilian, Hungarian (or was it Austrian?), Syrian, Arabic, Russian, and Starseed.

Ancestral heritage beckons to explore!

Forced…Climbing Out…Ascension

I’m a complex creature.

Underground

Limbo

Surface

I don’t know how I can, although I know I would.

Tuesday morning on my way to work, a smallish but adult bald eagle soared across from my left to right front.

The bright white of its head and tail were so pure in sunlight that their reflection near-blinded as it tilt-canted in flight.

I thought “what perfect balance” where body of earth glides as head and tail guide through air.

A symbolism of the mind and intuition being “grounded.”

My eldest and I are bridging together, again!

So Happy Me!!!!

Shakti Gawain, Louis Hayes, and Polarity healing energy greet me as if I am still training in the 90’s.

When I feel under the weather and cannot move nor think quickly, I begin to doubt my performance capabilities when it comes to work – and/or anything.

The only way around it is to get up and move forward, anyway.

Pushing when sluggish to get to the gym, acupuncture, and a massage.

It’s time we have an upgrade where deeper truths are brought to illumination – rather than just “face value” arbitration.

I received a message three units could be paid for this semester

I ought to be excited, but there is so much still to untangle for the semester to start.

Over ten years to get to this point ends up with me just being tired.

There is hope for additional employment.

Insecurities like to prey when we are exhausted.

I know that it was mostly me that held it all together.

It is just strange that it has always been this way.

I think there is supposed to be balance between two people in a relationship.

But, maybe these concepts make more sense to me – and to others are still relatively new.

Remind me of its virtues when what I build keeps crumbling down.

My pear tree was still there, and we also brought it home, yesterday!

If a man is not my “usual type,” but I like things about him, is this good or bad to pursue relationship?

A few core, simple yet classy additions to our lives have brightened our day.

Youngling and I laughed so hard as we teased each other and squabbled over who would get which crystaline stone treasures.

We found and purchased a gorgeous Paradise male betta with flowing burnt orange fins and blue opal body that we’ve named Diaphanous.

We had a lovely dinner in our favorite bakery restaurant and vied for sips of the latest hot chocolate with morsels of favorite deserts.

Then, we finished the evening by obtaining a few key needed items that also accent and enrichen our home’s ambiance.

PUA sent me back to UI.

Like a game of dear old “Pong” – “g-nip, g-nop!” with me as the ball!

Despite my own needs and desires, I can see people’s vulnerabilities and refuse to be selfish.

This means I naturally build rapport and inherently help to enhance others’ quality of living.

In doing so, I do not transgress across boundaries – even if individuals would do so or let me, willingly.

Instead, in my daily interactions, I deep listen among the multitudes to find traces of the man who can belong with me.

I get fragments of impressions that taunt and elude my arms’ reaching.

He doesn’t seem to be anywhere near me.

I found a bare root dwarf type outside in the lineups of other fruit varieties, but the store was closed, so I could not purchase it.

For several days, I keep returning to get it – but, the store’s hours change over the weekend to where I get deflected.