Category: Stream of Thought

I am not The Source of Truth, but sometimes, it speaks to me.

If fear is an illusion created by man, its purpose is pure manipulation.

Today’s sessions went quite well, in my opinion: lovely people and good vibes exchanged!

I came away with some good money, too – but was afraid to spend it.

I spent it anyway on things we needed, but felt this clinging desperation.

It’s an indicator of how my spirit is still confined.

Having only the critters inside (including humans) and the plants outside to care for makes daily functioning less complicated.

Having all that extra removed from caretakingg sheep, chickens, and my parents’ property cuts in half the complex pressure I was under.

Add to this that now we live where we can market our skills and interact with receptive community, and this becomes bonus levity – making the world again seem bright and approachable!

Small business support agencies typically want to see a businiss owner’s business plan and marketing strategy.

If I wrote how I function into a plan of action, it would be incorrect – and boring.

I adapt daily to what seems the most pressing to keep momentum going, and word-of-mouth generating.

The details get sorted out as the hours fly by.

My good intentions and efforts – demolished by life’s highway.

I’ll be double checking I am cleared tomorrow morning between preparing and going into session.

I want to be sure this dizziness and pressure affecting visual orientation is only sinuses drying per usual cycle of healing.

I dislike this ending phase from having a nasty cold – especially when it adds to cascading directions created upon moving and renegotiating everything..

I have my first independent client tomorrow – woot!

If I stopped attempting to do the things I need to and at least carve out a smidgeon of what I enjoy despite hardships and lack of income, I never would have risen to any of my capacity!

From “It’s all on me” to “it’s offered to me.”

Exercising my own resistance and issues dissolves internal blockages.

I welcome the rain now, for it no longer means desperation and struggle – but replenishment of our water tables.

I used to doubt myself alot.

It’s hard to unlearn old messaging when you see people marching to it, as if it’s “the way of things.”

But by now, I’ve gone through the whole try-employment-then-return-to-independent-contracting cycles – after repeatedly getting hurt.

i will just skip that first part, this time – and get to the punch line.

The way I ensure fairness for myself, and for others, is if I’m behind the wheel.

I have decided to go into business for myself, now that I’m in a culture that is receptive.

“I wanted to be the one, there for you.”

Everyone loves them – except antagonists.

Native Australian Abiorigine practices.

It might not rely on technology, but rather, a state of being.

Where some of the Elite felt justified in outpacing humanity.

Is it tribal memory – or a future’s warning?

Though it may revolutionize how we use money, it will not be as accessible to the poor, or those denied technology – which will create a greater gap between the rich, and those who are struggling for survival.

Do not tell me that “collateral damage” is still an option for “the greater good” of “many.”

No matter cramming pathology and anatomy data terminology, it still comes down to asking the muscles directly to tell me what they need.

Even though the bank accounts are empty, again, at least the bills that were due this week have been managed.

Knowing the competency levels of the people around you and on your team – whether professionally or personally – and knowing their tendencies can (and will) back you up when their support is needed.

Dumping into raggedly overstimmed system, it causes reactions to stress as if an allergen.

Is it naive for me to want to join ranks with others who care?

Is it foolish for me to desire to “belong” somewhere?

Perhaps I could also move into independent tutoring, now that I’m in a location where this is possible.

When one can no longer feel nor believe there is good in the world, or that things will work out for the better, they must proceed forward on blind faith – despite lack of positive feedback.

This day’s efforts’ reward.

There was no finer notch to add to his belt than a woman who did not need him.

On the way to the interview today, I witnessed a pair of huge eagles high above the freeway and nearby fields.

They were dark at distance, and sunlight filtering through their tails shone bright red.

I looked up the types we have here, but the closest match I could find were Golden Eagles.

Birds can often migrate through areas claiming to not contain them.

So, it’s a mystery as to the type this mated pair were.

All I know is they were strong, elegant, and composed as they navigated air currents – regal.

I took it as a good sign for my venture.

1113, 1121, 1131, 220, 221, 222, 230, 1022, 1133, 1200, 1202, 202, 211, 212, 245, 300, 303, 312, 313, 314, 336…

Numbers: Flights of fancy subconscious data collection patterning.

Life is not only this, but what we fashion out of it into a new, glorious transcendence.

Prevents one from having to act on their self’s behalf. Pretty good strategy – if you want to stagnate and go nowhere.

Part of my creative evolution is just happening upon next stages where something new is presented to me for learning.

I have an interview today, and two tomorrow.

Come, ride along with me as I open my sails to catch Winds of Prosperity, seeking “safe haven” islands.

i worked last night for eight hours, and earned what I could have for less than an hour and a half in a client session.

But, I needed the reset – the reset to where youngling and I first began here – because what happened with the chiropractors has so derailed me.

We were insecure before this – and we were happy and positive.

It was the lure of opening up to and settling into the illusion of “belonging” – then having people I trusted turn viciously against me – that destroyed my sense of safety.

And yet, I was the fool who Believed…

The meaning and symbolism of number 1223 speak volumes about love. It’s a symbol of not only romance but deep personal emotions. The people who constantly see number 1223 are emotional and romantic. They hunger for affection and are always looking for opportunities to express their love and emotions.

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I had a pen.

I clearly put it in my pocket.

Now it eludes me.

I’ve been trying for two days now to deposit this small check into a different account

Clearly, for some reason, this is currently not “meant to be.”

Perhaps my love of flying has to do with perspective.

When I’m above the world, nothing seems as drastic, and I realize how good life could be.

If we let it.

515 means letting go of the old and letting in with the new; also means, to move forward in situations and allow yourself to blend in with the positive. Do not let bad situations define your life.

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Angel number 455 stands for growth and progress. The divine realm has sent its finest forces to assist you in life’s journey. The angels and the Ascended Masters are keen that you work for your soul mission and Divine life purpose. This is more so because they want you to know the meaning of true peace and happiness.

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Gotta love the messaging!

A man can only be this if he abdicates his authority – instead of working toward productive, beneficial collaborations.

Angel number 300 is a cue from the divine forces that you have to respect the people who were behind your success and be grateful. In other words, having good people will make your life better and great. Therefore, your guardian angels emphasize surrounding yourself with great people who can change your life.

“Trust your inner gut” @ SunSigns.org

I am not susceptible – but pursuadable.

Angel number 255 symbolizes changes, transformations and opportunities. This number tells us to be more productive and more open to new ideas. This is the only way we can progress in life and make significant changes. If we continue to go down he same road, then nothing is going to change.

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With the smooth layout now of this apartment, how easy it would be to just go into the kitchen and make my Finish pancake!

(Tummy grumblings for the rich custardy…)

I write here because people do not listen to me.

It is said that things happen for a reason.

So, in losing this job which felt like a good fit, maybe I avoided some disaster.

Maybe the woman there was jealous, for example, and when things would come to surface later, she’d be chosen over me at greater losses to me.

So, this disolving now prevented larger losses.

It just doesn’t make sense how things upended suddenly, without their being some hidden factor.

It isn’t for the perpetrator, it’s to set the victim free.

And how I would define it is different from most traditions.

I cannot forgive someone from doing harm (unless I have reason to do so, personally), but I can learn to dissolve my attachment – and let “God” be Judge and Jury.

There’s a game going around where people try to destroy others’ reputations.

Why? Not for truth or justice – or basis in facts.

But, because they want to feel right in doing bad things.

And they do not care what harm comes of it.

I will not stoop to their level.

Even if it means again that I cannot gain employment.

I was never part of the system, really.

Observing current rabidity, why would I want to be?