Category: Stream of Thought

Monicultures in any forum diminish diversity, weaken creative adaptability – and thus, destroy functional systems.

“To reach for the impossible dream” and seek for things unseen.

But, if I am, then crazy is what I’ve got to be.

I believed we were alike when I reached out to you, and I believed our commonality could mutually benefit.

But, you showed me that what mattered to you more was finding your carbon copy.

The people represented with angel number 446 are very sweet, emotional, generous, thoughtful, caring, and famous people. This number has people who want to help others, and they need to live in an environment where there is peace, tranquility, balance, and harmony, and in short, everything is stable.

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(In internet searches, I take what feels like it fits – and discard the rest.)

“The creation of a thousand forests is in one acorn.”

The effects of events’ actions change according to one’s position within their self, relative to “reality.”

Bwaaaahhhh.

(Sound reference to movie “Inception.”)

I stretch words to meanings that their initial conveyance seems to imply to me.

For example, this word “truism.”

To me, this word can mean what seems to be true, but isn’t necessarily true.

The word conveys sense of a field of active illusion surrounding some things.

It promotes sense of what we might see as true, but could actually be a veiled inaccurate conclusion.

I have not found that I can count on any adults for longer than temporary, and thus I may only commit to alliances that will not easily vary.

The ground I’ve gained now must be secured and fortified, for investing in myself prevents being compromised.

The blackbirds I like are not on the song, but have a different particularly sweet cadence to their singing – although those on the recording are also quite fetching!

Out front in the parkway, the large trees to either side host their sweet soliloquys of which I’ve not heard since long ago from whence they emigrated.

it had been my long-standing dream to be reunited, for where they are, my heart feels complete.

Interferes with one’s sense of their own competence.

I only give myself one day off because the financial pressures keep on coming, despite needs for rest and recovery.

Obligations wait for no one.

Speakin’ my language!

It is one thing to be lead forward by inspiration, and quite another to spend one’s life chasing it.

Lavender lotion, cool and rich, smooths over contours of her face, neck and chest, leaving behind rainbow-hued, metallic feathers.

I enjoy being a catalyst if it is with my consent, in a role I’ve chosen, and I am rewarded by payment, friendship, or another’s improved well being.

But, what I absolutely dislike and actually resent is when men engage with me as if interested, then take the insight, wisdom, and care I profer which inspires them – and give these gifts away to some other woman.

Believing in something that may actually have no basis in “reality” can be a dangerous investment.

As I explode into a sneeze that gets everywhere onto what I’m wearing despite attempts to catch it with a Kleenex, I reflect on UI benefits’ difficulties all through “having” it.

Funds would occasionally trickle down, but still remained locked in the system. Had I not made our move despite all odds, they’d hardly have benefitted beyond just paying my parents to stay stuck in that situation!

As I went from gas station to restaurant to random person, asking what transportation was currently running and finding none available, I resigned myself to walking home from the truck dropoff station.

Not usually necessarily a problem in concept – I mean, we have feet which are meant for walking! It’s just that the way home was along a busy freeway, with a cold, at night, and was relatively dangerous.

But, why I wanted to cry about it and almost full-out did was because I’m the leader: my partner isn’t home waiting for me, ready to applaud and reward my brave efforts.

I had to get home to be there for my youngling – and though our bond is strong, I must still carry most of the responsibility.

A parent’s job is to raise their children well – and then set them free.

He cannot be everything to me.

When I entered the bathroom this morning, I had to do a double-take – for there before me was a near full box of Q-tips!

My youngling had found them and put them there for us.

“Ask, and Ye shall Receive!”

A cold is attacking my system, trying to sabotage my ability to unload the truck.

I dreamed I’d found the Q-tips and began using them!

Perhaps it is my lot to crave that which is unobtainable.

Do I desire passionate embrace – even if it seems to only be brief – because “real” love can’t be expected to endure at that pace?

The flames I’d fan higher – and yet have rarely experienced – would not maintain even close to my preference.

I was taught to dive deep to “awaken from sleep,” but for others, this may be a novel experience.

“Q-tips, oh Q-tips…

Wherfore art thou, fair Q-tips?”

(still enmired, awaiting unpacking)

I found a backup brush – so exciting!

Puffed ankles from endurant standing.

Praising the Angel of Recall for helping me remember to retrieve my phone charger.

Are they God’s creations – or servants to you and me?

Wouldn’t they be jealous – or at the least, envious of our positioning?

What investments would they gain yields from in caring for and nurturing our well being?

The 933 meaning illustrates that angels are upon you and no harm shall come to you. They want you to achieve joy and fulfillment in life. Your guardians want the best for you, and they’re around to help you achieve greatness and satisfaction in life.Apr 22, 2021

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As it becomes more our reality that we’ll get to live here, it is strange to experience the quivering I feel at times (bordering on tears) at the genuine kindness and extension of humanity we’re encountering.

It may not always be easy to see by just a passing stranger, but to a sensitive who is seeking, if I reach for it now, it’s in the local people – ready and waiting.

It’s the hardest thing to turn away when love is sensed, just under the surface, and spirit is called to higher purpose.

But, my dear heart, we both know by now that we cannot make flowers bloom where they are not allowed to flourish.

Get off your seat – and out the door!

I must eat…

I get nervous when the portal opens, tranporting me forward – then sending me back again.

These streams of impressions: data, colors, messages; feelings, and underlying intentions…

How can I capture them all and convey them adequately to you so that you’ll find them as interesting as I do?

When you can’t lift one more finger to help or progress, despite how much you want to.

1am, 2am, 3am – close eyes – 5am, 6am…half moon hovers sharp and clear as the sun begins to rise.

We are leaving behind the many 5-gallon water bottles, backup large gas cans, and stockpile of dry wood with tinder.

I will not miss these reminders of isolation’s brutal hardship, where the unknown could mean life or death.

Do not make promises
You allow to be broken.

She knew he had an insatiable appetite, and that she would just be a means to an end – if she let him in.

I look back at how my home state held me – and how even I was captive on this mountain.

It’s important I be allowed to roam free, for there are many things that I have yet to understand.

That which is acquired through toil, sweat, and tears.

If one stays acutely attached to it, one cannot be functional.

Tangling with the trappings that settle around us as operant living in a bill-filled, insurance regulated, and biased society can be tricky and exasperating!

Did you know that this coverage will not cover you towing a vehicle needing repairs from one residence location to a new residence location?

The way around this is to tow from old residence to a repair shop near new residence, then have your normal Roadside Assistance tow it to new residence, until you are ready to tow it back to the repair shop.

Pretty smart thinking, right?

But then, AAA refused to tow my car because it is not currently registered.

The world would never accept her, unless she accepted herself.

Our landlord seems to be an amazing woman who sees through to the truth in things.

I feel blessed that we have found her and that she has invited us to live on her property.

Another way to generate funds when downsizing.

When I cannot find the solution where I am, I sometimes need to cross into another dimension to gain different perspective.

I glance at my reflection in the mirror while cleaning up in the bathroom.

The tired lines are tightening instead of sagging (yay!), but my gaze and set of jaw are formidable.

Testing, I allow a quirk of mirth to surface – and see my youth instantly arise, playfully.

It becomes apparent why sometimes people read me incorrectly.

They cannot see my receptivity, unless I want them to.

When the dogs like the way you smell, it’s time to take a bath.