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I do not know how this is possible (and Lord you know my current challenges), but if there is a way for me to process my end of things better, and if there is a way for him to process his end better and reach me sooner, please Lord, let our union’s blessings happen.

Finding herself contained within confines of a perceptual box, she began alternating between clearing incongruencies inside and pushing against external barrier limitations.

I have been trying to twease apart the reason – the underlying meaning – for why I had those two dreams which have led me in this direction.

Sure, they provided a better carrot more close to my desires than anything I had experienced on that level, before.

And of course, they gave me motivation and something to believe in when I had experienced too much loss and was undergoing severe pressures.

However, I could have had other dreams occur that may have stimulated my reignition to overcome more crushing circumstances.

It is just that these dreams spoke to the core of my soul’s questing for a specific kind of love.

And if it is not to be reciprocated, why show me exactly with whom to secure my heart’s attachment?

He does not like it if you speak clearly with intelligent inquiry and mirthful savvy.

He does not like it if you share your opinion and request upfront legitimate identification verification.

He leaves immediately after imparting a punitive barb of how he would have given you all you desired, if only you had given him your number – and easy compliance.

He abandoned me in my time of need (after I’d been there supporting years of his) so that I would watch first-hand all that I had striven for and built for our family and me, personally, burn and tumble as charred rubble to the ground and realize I had overstepped myself in thinking I could depend upon his reciprocation – so that I would never trust another man, again, and would forevrr more rely on myself, solely.

And unfirtunately, today’s modern “man” agrees with this so that he can avoid personal accountability.

Back when I had AAA supreme towing coverage and my car broke down and needed to be towed to our new location, AAA refused to tow it because it was not yet registered in Oregon. Thus, I had to leave my car 200 miles away from where we live now.

I was told this evening that since they denied me back then, to currently have it towed by them is not an option because my car’s undriveable status is now considered a “preexisting condition” since they did not tow it when it broke down.

Additionally, they will not except a 21-day legal registration as proper coverage. DMV will not give me full registration only when DMV representatives can see the car on their lot in person to verify its VIN; they cannot see the car until it is fixed and driven to them; and, it cannot be fixed and driven to them until it is towed here.

I have been advised by a family member that I ought to just get the car towed to a scrap yard at this point – but, I am not sure that a scrap yard will accept a 21 day registration proof of ownership, either.

I view this car as a precious resource and feel that it is easier for an outsider to say “scrap it” when they have several houses and vehicles at their disposal.

In my world, my resources are very few – and dwindling.